Farewell to all from 'GP & Human' in this personal form. Thank you all so much for your loyal support as you followed my journey; it meant more than I can express.
I may only be one person, but I am one person with a strong fire within me and am hoping that I can make a difference in some way; even if I can only bring about a positive effect for a few people, it will be worth it.
So, I am not disappearing in any way and maybe one day, it will be appropriate to wake 'GP and Human' up from its sleep.
I have spent a lifetime trying to be the best person I can be. Yet it's never enough. And, despite best intentions, I keep messing up. I am no good as a mother, wife or doctor. I'm fed up of the futility of trying so hard for nothing. I just want it all to go away. Curl up and hide. Escape. Switch off.
Value your blessings and really live,
Keep everything in perspective.
So...here goes....no turning back now! This is 'me'... Dr. Kathryn Hayman
I am not yet sure exactly when I will reveal my identity, but I now know that I will!
We are Expert Medical Generalists,
Consultants in General Practice; GP specialists,
Please let us not be dismissed,
We are not 'just' GPs; you get the gist!
Through this negative experience, there has been much to learn and there are positive outcomes and new doors opening.
Don't assume somebody that is smiling is OK. You don't know what pain is inside.