I may only be one person, but I am one person with a strong fire within me and am hoping that I can make a difference in some way; even if I can only bring about a positive effect for a few people, it will be worth it.
I have spent a lifetime trying to be the best person I can be. Yet it's never enough. And, despite best intentions, I keep messing up. I am no good as a mother, wife or doctor. I'm fed up of the futility of trying so hard for nothing. I just want it all to go away. Curl up and hide. Escape. Switch off.
It's been a while since I've published a blog. This is mostly a good thing! In the last couple of weeks, life has been a bit more 'normal' in many ways. I am still signed off work; things are undoubtedly better but there are definitely a few more 'rungs of the ladder' to climb before… Continue reading A blog about lack of blogs…!