The work pattern is back as it was before. So far it is OK. Will it be ongoing? I don't know yet...there's a balance to be struck somehow.
So, I can feel hints of what I struggled with before and there is a fear of falling back to that to a degree although I am sure it would never get back to that extreme. But pretty much everything is, and will remain, better than before September.
So...here goes....no turning back now! This is 'me'... Dr. Kathryn Hayman
I am not yet sure exactly when I will reveal my identity, but I now know that I will!
Maybe this is the 'back to normal' that I was yearning for. Life still has many challenges, but this is a new 'normal' that is much more manageable. (And, no....I myself am still not normal!)
We are Expert Medical Generalists,
Consultants in General Practice; GP specialists,
Please let us not be dismissed,
We are not 'just' GPs; you get the gist!
Music is back in my life and I'm not going to let it go again.
Through this negative experience, there has been much to learn and there are positive outcomes and new doors opening.
Don't assume somebody that is smiling is OK. You don't know what pain is inside.
'I don't want to go, but I have to.'
But with the knowledge that there is no choice, at least for now, I am ready to get on with it.