Farewell to all from 'GP & Human' in this personal form. Thank you all so much for your loyal support as you followed my journey; it meant more than I can express.
GP & Human: Last (Public) Chapter of my Journey
Tag: #motherhood
Extreme Challenges Bring Out Inner Strength
I have simply appropriately emotionally responded to life challenges!
I Just Want to Escape
I have spent a lifetime trying to be the best person I can be. Yet it's never enough. And, despite best intentions, I keep messing up. I am no good as a mother, wife or doctor. I'm fed up of the futility of trying so hard for nothing. I just want it all to go away. Curl up and hide. Escape. Switch off.
Fear of Falling Back to the Old Life.
So, I can feel hints of what I struggled with before and there is a fear of falling back to that to a degree although I am sure it would never get back to that extreme. But pretty much everything is, and will remain, better than before September.
‘The Thursday Plan’
'The Thursday Plan' has worked brilliantly. A perfect mix of achieving necessary tasks and having some time being 'me.'
Just. So. Tired.
I get really tired. I wonder why I get so tired. But maybe being 'tired all the time' isn't such a surprise after all!Â
‘Return to Work;’ the Date Looms
I don't feel ready. But it has be done. And all will be well. One step at a time.
New Year, Fresh Start
The ring will represent happiness and motivation coming from an experience of depression and apathy and serve as a reminder of 'In every negative experience, there is a positive and something to learn.' Happy New Year everyone!
In Pursuit of ‘Normal’
Redefining my 'normal,' but how do I do that?
7 steps forward, 3 steps back
A glitch. Over-sensitivity. Needing a new boost.
GP and Human - Dr. Kathryn Hayman 